When it’s the time of the month:

1. I get pissed more often.

2. Tummy feels bloated from the moment of waking up to sleeping at night.

3. I get hungry more often, or maybe the right terms are “I turn into a monster”

4. Adding 1 and 2 = HANGRY ALL THE TIME

5. HOT FLASHES and groggy bones and muscles

6. I feel tired and sleepy always.

7. It needs repeating because it’s seriously annoying

a. I can smash the world into pieces with my irritation OR

b. I can keep quiet and be lazy and not give a damn about the world.

ALL IN ALL, it sucks to have this woman thing every month, but I’m thankful enough that it arrived just a day late. Usually, it doesn’t arrive at all and it scares me to death when that happens. Okay, I shall shut up now. 

I long for you for a number of reasons but the gist of it is I kind of feel that you’d bring me a different kind of joy this time — something that I haven’t felt for a long long time. You know the last time you came wasn’t really the best memory. I had my first Christmas away from my nuclear family and it did hurt. Now, I’m more adjusted and I’m in this phase in my life where I’ve started to understand why loneliness and all that crap have to happen in exchange for something good in the future. I just hope that you won’t disappoint me this time. I have a really good feeling that you’re keeping a surprise for me and it’s something really beautiful. Please do not disappoint.

What do I look forward to the most:

1. Christmas Congress. My Christmas party with my super duper fun college friends. It’s actually the first time that we’re having a sleepover for a Christmas celebration. I’m so excited!

2. My uncle and his family are coming home from the States. It’s good news cause grandmommy and I will spend a different and exciting New Year’s Day! :)

I’m also ecstatic with the idea of them bearing gifts! Black Friday happened, right? Well I sent my mom my wishlist and she gladly said yes to all of it. It was really a long time ago when I last opened presents. Oh the anticipation for this kind of excitement! It fills my heart. <3

3. Starbucks 2012 Planner. Cross my fingers, I’ll complete my sticker book. Currently, I’m 11 stickers short. But I’m optimistic cause December hasn’t even started yet. My goal is to finish it before Christmas day, so that I can start writing on it before the New Year comes. I have these ritual of making a list and review of what the outgoing year has turned my life into.

Well, I don’t think it’s overrated to spend that much and really make an effort just to have the Starbucks planner, cause 1) it’s for a good cause, 2) I enjoy having a challenge by collecting all stickers needed, and 3) I love drinking toffee nut frappe that Starbucks only offer once in every year. It’s not really a lost cause. It’s going to be my second Starbucks planner if ever. So wish me luck in this endeavor.

4. Christmas shopping and binging! Oh the things I love about Christmas! Buying a new outfit, gifts for friends and loved ones, and having a really good noche buena! :) I can’t wait to have sweet ham for Christmas eve!

5. Christmas mass. I always look forward to this activity with a fervent passion. It’s that time I thank Him for coming around and showering me with all the blessings — of love, happiness, and peace & family and friends.

6. A break from school!!! Self-explanatory

So please, I ask of you to enlighten my last month of 2011. Give me a month I finally deserve. :) I open-heartedly receive you this week.

With a warm hug,

xx Charmaine

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| 20 MEN I ADORE |

#3 | PAUL WALKER |

a.k.a “the badass loverboy”

Loved him in:

• Into the Blue
• The Fast and Furious series
• Eight Below

You know it’s Paul Walker because his eyes got its own language. I’m not sure in Eight Below, if the ice caps reflect in his eyes or is it the other way around. And who’s cuter than those snow dogs??? HIM! He stares for a second and you will unconsciously shout “Oh get in my pants now!!” And when he smiles, there’s no way anybody can say no. It’s the Paul Walker magic. Oh it works that way.

Lord Jesus of the Himalayas, I want to elope with him! He’ll drive me to wherever time takes us and we’ll just have one hell of an adventure. Jumping off cliffs, skydiving, motor racing, you name it! He puts fear in fearless. But in the face of all this badass-ness is a golden heart that shows in those clear blue eyes of his. He may run with you around the world, and assure yourself that he’ll protect you. If he’s inlove, he’s inlove and he’ll give it all.

SOME FACTS AND RAMBLINGS ABOUT HIM:

• He supports causes and a charity called Reach Out Worldwide. You see it’s not all game to him. Their mission is to help those whose lives have been devastated by grave earthquakes. He actively participates in the latest incidents, namely in Haiti, Indonesia, and Chile. He goes to the said places along with rescue teams and help in bandaging, scrubbing wounds, and hustling. Who won’t be impressed?
• He’s so hot in this Davidoff Cool Water ad! I want to run to the ocean, drown myself, and let him save me. Or I’d be that girl he meets at the shore.
• But what’s hotter is his reaction in this video from the show Ellen, when they showed him a VTR of the making of the commercial. Damn, he’s so cute being all embarrassed and shit!

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